Yay! I've found a short term goal!
Since I have no commitments right now in other things, I shall focus on NP. And my short term goal is to prepare the whole unit for CCA which is on 9 jan. Or specifically, train my sec2s to be up to standard and prepare them for CCA (they still have a long way to go). It's kinda rush, but I hope I can do it! ((:
p.s. Raiz, all the teeachers complaining to me you pestering them sia. hhahs.
" If you have a vision but no motion, you are just dreaming; if you have motion but no vision, you are just passing through motion."
This was the quote shared to us by our course advisor when I was on course. And now, I understand.
I'm now just passing through motion. I don't have a goal to push myself. Whatever I do, are just attempts to pass time. Having no goals or vision is making everything that I do meaningless. I need a goal but I dono which direction to look for. It's only until you're experiencing it yourself then you will fully understand what exactly the quote means. I don wanna lead a meaningless life. I don wanna look back 20 years later and regret. I don wanna waste my time. I need a goal.
Anyone able to enlighten me?
Finally, after 20 days, we had our investiture ceremony on 20 dec! From RC1 to NRC to RC2 to ATC, I had definitely gained super loads from this course. I've made friends from this course who share the same passion as me, who motivates me to continue striving! It's worth sacrificing these 20 days of supposedly fun that I could have outside to be confine to NPCC because what I've learnt here cant be found elsewhere!
the 'handsome' us..
hehees. =D
the powerpuff girls!
Phoenix won the war!!
photos will be uploaded in my friendster once i got hold of the remaining. ((:
toodles.
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!
I'm stresed up with my trainings and plannings right now!
Its 9.20pm and I'm going to book in tomorrow. and nothing's done!!
My uniform's not prepared!
My bag's not packed!
My lesson plan's not done!
My quote's not written yet!
My group's performance not comfirm!
This 2 day break is like having NP at home too! every minute is spent doing NP stuff, yet still don't have enough time!
And to add on to this frustration, my phone keep ringing today! Just when I need some peace, everyone's disturbing me! ARGHHHHH! These 20 days' gonna be long and tiring. but I will perservere on because what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger!
Anyways, heres a break. Have a break, have a kitkat!
Went to Pulau Ubin today for our land ex recee! hahs. kinda fun altho tiring. or more of getting wet coz it was raining all day!!
Let me present the pink people! look the the pinky ivan! hahs. He supposed to be pregnant and he has to account for his baby all the way today! and apparently, his baby was asleep all the way(according to him). maybe its dead?! which explains why din wake up at all! and he look so funny in that PINK coat! hahhs!
